You've got such a pretty smile. It's a shame the things you hide behind it. Let 'em go, give it up, for a while. Let 'em free and we will both go find it. I know that there's nowhere you can hide it. I know the feeling of alone. I know that you do not feel invited, but come back, come back in from the cold. Step away then from the edge. Your best friend in life is not your mirror. Back away, come back away, come back away, come back away, come back away, come back away. I am here and I will be forever and ever and I know that there's nowhere you can hide it. I know the feeling of alone. Trust me and don't keep that on the inside. Soon you'll- you'll be locked out on your own. You're not alone, you're not alone. And don't say you've never been told. I'll be with you 'til we grow old. 'Til I'm in the ground and I'm cold. I'm not sitting up here on some throne. I'll be with you 'til we're both gone, like a dog you can always come home.. ~Jude

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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

So, Livejournal is down, so I'm writing an entry here.

OK, so what the protocol's about: It's for IACUC

-related to epileptic and electric stuffs. high freq stimulation = less epi act. dbs for parkisons. learn more about mechs.

4 main objs

-study effects of applied e fields on seizure propagation

-det mechs which epi act influenced by e field app

-det K role in generation, propagation, and control of epi act

-det conds sufficient for gen and con't of "sustained status eplilepticus" (?)

M + R?

M - basal ganglia

R - hippocampus

This document was cool :D


Saturday, December 17, 2005

[16:05]:[fc+]: SpamTheTiger parps cutely.
[16:05]:Nyriori [fc+]: Spam, the parping tiger... lived by the sea...

And with that, www.livejournal.com/users/yarthetiger is my other blog. Might still use this one occasionally, but I stopped double posting a bit ago.


Sunday, December 04, 2005

Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait
for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

[Chorus]

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know
Currently Listening
Everything You Want
By Vertical Horizon
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Thursday, December 01, 2005

LY, you were a great help last week, and the week before.

JGB, thank you. You email to me has made me realize that the self-esteem plummet I went through last week was unwarrented. There are people who care in administration. I thank you again, for being one of those people.

Jon, who lived in my house this summer - Thank you for talking to me that first week of school. I don't know how you did it, but I think I'm going through the same thing you went through your sophomore year as an LA. Seriously, you don't know how much help you were in letting me rant, and giving me advice on how your LA experience was.

I still need to figure out how to deal with the trauma I was subjected to two weeks and 18 hours ago. Perhaps that will help in my meeting with JGB next week.

I know I was right not to give up completely on Case. There are good people here, just the not so good people in charge sometimes almost completely destroy me before the good people can arrive on the scene.


 

Current mood:

DeMoNiC!
Current music: Queen of the Damned: Forsaken

I'm soo confused...
Damnit, this is gonna look screwed up. Cause i suck like that.

They need a demon summoning class...I'd be that...

Druid
40% Combativeness, 60% Sneakiness, 61% Intellect, 58% Spirituality
Sneaky, cunning, and spiritual: You are a Druid!
Druids work with nature to cast their spells and favor balance over extremes. They're shapeshifters, capable of taking the forms of natural creatures. While they don't always deal well with people, they do have animal companions to come to their aid.
You are probably intelligent, spiritual, and more than a little deceptive. Fortunately, your lack of violent tendencies means you are also likely to be level-headed.




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You scored higher than 77% on Sneakiness

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You scored higher than 52% on Intellect

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You scored higher than 73% on Spirituality

Link: The RPG Class Test written by MFlowers on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

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A personal note by someone:.....this stuff can be applied to men, too. Though sexual assaults against men are rarer and less reported, they still happen.

Another personal note by someone: And I should know because I've had this happen to me. (actually, no, I've had someone try to jump me. I proceeded to beat the shit out of him. I do fight back. Tooth and nail if necessary. Remember, classmates can jump you.)

A lot has been said about how to prevent rape.
Women should learn self-defence. Women should lock themselves in their houses after dark. Women shouldn't have long hair and women shouldn't wear short skirts. Women shouldn't leave drinks unattended. Fuck, they shouldn't dare to get drunk at all.

instead of that bullshit, how about:

if a woman is drunk, don't rape her.
if a woman is walking alone at night, don't rape her.
if a women is drugged and unconscious, don't rape her.
if a woman is wearing a short skirt, don't rape her.
if a woman is jogging in a park at 5 am, don't rape her.
if a woman looks like your ex-girlfriend you're still hung up on, don't rape her.
if a woman is asleep in her bed, don't rape her.
if a woman is asleep in your bed, don't rape her.
if a woman is doing her laundry, don't rape her.
if a woman is in a coma, don't rape her.
if a woman changes her mind in the middle of or about a particular activity, don't rape her.
if a woman has repeatedly refused a certain activity, don't rape her.

if a woman is not yet a woman, but a child, don't rape her.
if your girlfriend or wife is not in the mood, don't rape her.
if your step-daughter is watching tv, don't rape her.
if you break into a house and find a woman there, don't rape her.
if your friend thinks it's okay to rape someone, tell him it's not, and that he's not your friend.

if your "friend" tells you he raped someone, report him to the police.
if your frat-brother or another guy at the party tells you there's an unconscious woman upstairs and it's your turn, don't rape her, call the police and tell the guy he's a rapist.

tell your sons, god-sons, nephews, grandsons, sons of friends it's not okay to rape someone.

don't tell your women friends how to be safe and avoid rape.
don't imply that she could have avoided it if she'd only done/not done x.
don't imply that it's in any way her fault.
don't let silence imply agreement when someone tells you he "got some" with the drunk girl.
don't perpetuate a culture that tells you that you have no control over or responsibility for your actions. You can, too, help yourself.

If you agree, repost it. It's that important.



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